Wednesday, January 25, 2012 8:57 PM
Sadis
I actually doesn't know what I'm going to write for this post . But I need to update it eventho no one is reading . I don't care as long as I feel like I have told someone my story :) I've been thinking for the right title for this post but I couldn't figure out any so there it is : Sadis .
Hmmphhh , my current situation is really really really .. pathetic . Seriously , that "really" is still not enough . Everyday is the same . No anything . Nothing !
- I wake at 9 (sometime 10)
- Sweep the floor .. reluctantly
- Cook rice if there's no any
- Fried egg , or cooked something for lunch
- Turn on the lappy .. walaahhh ! Now I'm online till midnight .
- Screaming
- Sleeping
- Watch TV
That's all . I spend 24 hours doing only these things . I admit I was quite wrong to stop working but I don't think I gain anything with working tho , except money . I did plan to go out and enjoy but I don't have companion . Friends are super busy . They're enjoying their fantastic holiday all over Malaysia (I bet all over the world) . I'm planning to go everywhere too but family are ALSO super busy . Working and schooling . And I'm so broke . Why on earth that I am the only human being that is SUPER BORED and not super busy doing beneficial things ?
Unfortunately , days becoming more super super boring when I on my facebook and there was no one . Shoot . I extremely have no one to talk , chat , go out with . Blehhh , pathetic . And I start doing rubbish things like :
-Liking everybody's status
-Commenting shits
-Say Hi even to the person I never know before
-Watch the same things all over again
Can it be more boring than this ?
This is not what I've been planning before we have this super long holidays . This tragedies make me feel to be in school is better . At least I learned something . How I misshhh the school so much . To sing in class . Maaaaahhh ! I'm hoping for a better days near future . Maybe going some trip ? If it's even my hometown , I will be HONTOUNI glad seriously .
-LeeHara-